Perfect by simple plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
How i wish life is simple and perfect....or isit me dat makes life so diffcult to live in? Isit wrong of me to be paranoid of my future and be all out pessimistic...all i want is a future....or at least an assurance dat there is a future out there for me...do i rely ask much off this world? u said im all negative but dats how ive always have been..dats how i protect myself from things dat can harm me...i build all these walls ard me preventin things from hurtin me...coz i know wat hurt feels like and i dun wan to feel it...BUT i'd realise now no matter how high or how strong my walls are....things still can go thru and break it down and hurt me...i dun wan to feel sad..i dun wan to cry but dats how i show u or anyone else dat im hurt inside...
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ina sighed at 11:35 PM
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