Life is so unpredictable...One moment ure so happy and the next u feel like just stabbing urself with a dagger thru ur heart....ah well...who said life is fair? who said life is great? who said money cant buy life's happiness? its all b.s .....
He called this morning and told me he had to undergo his major operation nx thursday (27TH) and im like NOoooOOooooOOo!!! He tried to change the surgery date and cudnt and its all left to me...i mean i dun need to be ard right..i mean who am i in the 1st place...will all these sacrifices mean sumting in the end or it'll just be memories i'll just wanna flush down the toilet...ah well...for his sake...im giving my long flt away, my 1st flt to vancouver, my team flt and my one and only paxing back flt...ah Great!! and i have to settle for ermm many many off days, jakarta turnard,bangkok nite-stop and u wudnt believe it SYDNEY (SQ219) damn...wat luck...at lest the girl changing with me is kind enuff to top up even tho' its not even half of my vancouver allowance but hey u can always earn $ back kan...*sigh*
wat one will do for love.....and wat he said i cant shrug off...he said..'when i wake up i want u to be the first person i c' oh well hello.....its the nurses u'll be seeing first not me *pouts*
anyway....i pray that the operation will be smooth...i pray my change of flt will be approved ...and i will pray for ur speedy recovery....insya-Allah all will be well.....*amin*
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ina sighed at 9:54 PM
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