i practically hibernate in seoul....i refused to go out with the set of crew to itaewon...i just simply rot on the hotel bed surviving on 1 cup of instant noodles, a packet of biscuits, 2 cream buns and a 1.5litre of mineral water...oh my!! pathetic hor.....hahaha ...malas and nak save duit and plus there's nuthin much to eat lah in korea...so pe nak buat....nak survive....i practically drag myself to work nx day feeling all drained up coz not enough fd inside to give me energy..ahahaha....was a lucky ting the load was light again so there wasnt really much to be done ...
shoite...i fogot to buy my eye cream and mositurizer...i tink im left with like less than 10 applications b4 the whole ting dried up...can u imagine how as u aged u tend to spend more and more on facial products not so much for trying to reduce wrinkles or wat...but in my line of work, i really do need gd stuffs to reduce my forever puffy panda eyes (thanx to jet lag) and super dehyrated skin..arghh....yes! true off the shelves products may be as good but guess i still believe that price equates quality....
hrmmm....la prairie as opposed to body shop eye gel?
clarins hydrating lotion as opposed to loreal?
decisions decisions...guess i'll have to wait for 15th for my allowance...see how much i can spare .....
darn....wat in heavens is my bro doing? the stupid cable has been connecting and disconnecting like nobody's business...arghh cant he just leave dat damn thing alone and cant he just do watever nonsense he is doing now wen im not ard....sumtimes im so angry at him...he just chooses to do things at the wrong time at pple's expense....*sigh*
Confessions:
i just bought 2 pairs of shoes off ebay...yes it cud have been so much cheaper if i shopped ard in town but im just so darn lazy to beat the crowd esp wen its the june holidays...so many many kids ard and sumtimes i envy them so much coz they havent a care in the world and they can just do abt anythin without considering the repercusions of it...how i'd wish i cud be like them....do things freely and easily...and just be happy and contend with just the simple luxuries in life...BUT no....i just have to set a high expectations on myself and the pple ard me....am i to blame for this or my parents partly for presurizing me at a tender age to excel and succeed so dat i can be at par with my cousins.....
the werds spoken by the flight steward still echoed in my mind...and im perplexed as to how i can change my perceptions of my life wic was deeply embedded in my soul and my brain....i want to be happy and content just like everbody else...
i want to be happy.....
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ina sighed at 11:22 PM
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