Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Funny how up till today i still have this uncanny feeling inside me whenever i have to report for work....be it just a turnard flt, nite-stopping or long hauls, i still have this undescribable feeling that the closest thing i can come to terms is that i feel sad for leaving....no doubt at times leaving for awhile is a good thing coz it gives me a place for escapism when turmoils are boiling at home but at most times, i just want to cry coz u dunno what will happen as soon as you leave sunny singapore...i cant begin to describe the many occasions when being away was such a bad thing...missing birthdays,festive occasions,special moments and even death....i do know that wen i embraced this working life that all these are inevitable and that i am solely responsible for doing what im doing now...insya-Allah Allah S.W.T will watch over me and my family when im away...
for now, i bid adieu....if in any way my entries all these while have hurt anybody's feelings..pls do forgive me....
will be back...do tag me yah and insya-Allah if time permits over there, i will reply back...take care allz...
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ina sighed at 6:27 AM
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