He woke up from his short slumber and called me up...and this was by far one of our longest phone conversations..it used to be "hi..buat aper tu...i nak tido...gdnite..love u..muacks"
But tonite it was a bit different..i dunno wat came over him..we started talking abt our future...about the prospect of him joining the same profession im in just coz he thinks he can save enuff to get married in the next coming years...and abt me to continue working since the money is good..and so on...i wasnt very comfy with the whole conversation but i played along coz i didnt want him to think too much...his first paper is due tomorow and seriously, i don't understand why he's bringing this whole subject up...*sigh*
Life seems so complicated with money being quite an issue...yes, u need money to live...u need money to survive...and most importantly u need money to get married...I think he feels the peer pressure im in and i hate it that im pushing the pressure to him....But pls dun get me wrong..i myself am not sure if im marriage material or that im actually ready to be committed for a lifelong partnership..true we have been together for the most of our teenage lives but taking that step towards marital bliss can be a huge mistake if one is too hasty in trying to attain it right?
I want to get married for the right reason..
And i want to get married only when im ready...
So, hunny...no matter how long it takes...sumday insya-Allah our hearts will become one...
We've been together for so many years...what's another 1,2 or even 5 years...
Insya-Allah
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ina sighed at 2:09 AM
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